Broken
Sunday, October 22, 2006
Dear Bev,
Though our relationship have many sour note, it even ends with one, but I'd like you to remember the happier times we had together. This relationship may have been short, but I believe both of us had some great times together where many other couples didn't have.
It all came down to my plain stubborness that ended this wonderful relationship. You have been a great girlfriend for most of the 2 months we had together, while I've been an asshole for the 2 months.
If our break up could let you concentrate better for your 'O' levels, then it'd be the best scenario for you, I believe. I'm really sorry for all my "Raymond" traits that you've encountered, and for breaking your heart countless times with my words.
Sadly, things didn't turn out good for this relationship. Our misunderstanding ruined it, I guess. We went too fast, girl. So my advice, as a friend, would be to slow down and observe your next guy for at least a month before initiating anything. I believe you would heed it as both of us had seen what could've happened, first hand.
Well I'm coming to an end now, so stay happy ok? Don't dwell over a bastard like me. You were too good for me, I guess, and I sincerely hope that you can find a better guy, after your 'O' levels, of course.
Lastly good luck for your 'O' levels and your love life, and I pray for you to not fall in love with a jerk again. But you can still ask a jerk like me out as a friend, of course. :p
Signing off,
Love you always,
Raymond
4:40 AM
