Damn it
Monday, September 24, 2007
And I'm smoking once again! Fuck. Really wanna kick it, but I can't seem to be mentally strong enough... Esp with good friends who smokes, littered all around me... :(
Really out of cash now... Earned 500 during the holidays, 250 went to Bro for what I owed him, and the rest? Gone, like the wind, BUT I DON'T KNOW WHERE!!!
Ben's getting his bike tmr, fuck, I'm jealous... I WANT MY OWN BIKE! ARGH! I WANT MONEY!
10:00 PM
Please just let us be.
Wednesday, September 19, 2007
I'm gonna make a serious oath to myself right now. I want to quit smoking. It's about time to kick this bad habit of mine.
Hopefully this intention of mine can change the fortunes of my family... and I'm praying that it will...
Please, whoever's up there, although I'm a freethinker, but if you can hear my pleas, please just let my family live peacefully...
11:15 PM
Emo
Sunday, September 16, 2007
Suddenly feeling damn PMS today... Maybe it's because I'm sick... :(
Have been spending way too much these days, my money and dad's money... Wasted too much of dad's money on car petrol... Wasted too much of my money on car park fees. I'm only a student, with
NO INCOME, so I can't even feed myself if this goes on.
So from now on, when going out, meet me at the place, instead of asking me to pick you up/send you home, leechers.Feel like just signing on for Air Force... Heard that there's a $25K one time payment for signing on now... Don't really believe it, but gonna email the peeps at RSAF to check it up...
Oh, my results for the previous semester's out. I DID LIKE SHIT. FUCK. GPA of 2.82, I might as well just stab myself... What the fuck had I been wasting my time on? Now I had just squandered my last hope of getting into a local uni... FUCK.
Don't really know if I wanna go meet the wlny guys at macs later... Really feeling damn down nowadays...
7:01 PM
WORK LAH!
Monday, September 03, 2007
Nope! My blog's not dead yet! But only barely surviving by the thinest of threads... :p
Have been working for my dad for the past week... Bloody tiring, cuz have been driving all over SG... and to make matters worse, the guy up there hasn't been very healthy with his bladder control!
AND I GOT MY 1ST PARKING TICKET! !@$(&@(!%^!&@*($^
$50 out of the window! GRRRRRRRRRR!
Bloody hell, better let me win Thursday's TOTO!
9:57 PM